The ConspiracyOutside of my windowPerched upon an eerie treeSat a Raven stillStaring down at me.Silent was my roomAs the Raven croaked away.I stared outside that windowPraying it would not stay.Uncertain I was of its presence;It surely must be a ghost!But as my window screeched wide openI became its frightened host.Its eyes so cold;Blacker than the night.I stared down at its talonsAnd nearly died of fright.I backed up against the wallYelling at it to go!And to my demise it glared at meCroaking the word 'No...'Out towards the shadowsNear that eerie treeThe croaking grew louderAs a conspiracy showed itself to me.I cried out in fearThrowing my arms over my faceAs the darkness grew closerI knew I would soon die out of trace.My screaming grew louderAs their talons pierced my flesh.My body began to acheWhile my blood ran sticky fresh.I pushed my way out;Towards the windowsill I ran.I looked down at the floorAnd prayed to God I'd land.I jumped for my life!And I fell...f
DesireAn addict is what I am.I'm devoured by allI condemn hopelessAnd tragically beautiful.A monster.Hidden within the shadowsOf a bluntly demeaningAnd pointless life.Forever scared.Unwilling to glimpseInto the lightInto a better world.I am a dimMeaningless objectThat wishes to be moreYet knows that will never be.What I amIsn't really hard to understand.A mere reflection ofOur darkest thoughts.
My DarknessI sat there in the dark.The moon light barely touched my cold flesh.Hidden under a tree is where I felt safe.I looked up and watched as a murder made its way across the blacken night.I sighed in the silence.Why do I bother dreaming of life?I am nothing more than a wasted corpse that can never truly live nor die.Yet, I still wish to have the chance to experience both.How would it have felt to feel another's warm pulsing flesh pressed upon mine?How would it have felt to be able to smell something other than the desirable blood of the living?Mm...just the thought of it pouring red into my dry mouth.My fingers curled up against my pants.I clenched them tightly.No. I shall not think such thoughts!Another life I shall not take.I arose to take a walk beneath the stars not to dine on mere mortals flesh.But that temptation, it beckons me to give in.Screaming its eerie truth into my ears as if I'd ever forget that I will forever be damned to live upon this horrific world!Damn t
And With...And with my lipsPressed upon yoursI'll tell you a secretMeant for you aloneAnd with my palmsPressed against yoursYou'll feel my warmthAs I sing you a songAnd with my chestPressed close to yoursMy heart will revealAll that my soul wishes to tellAnd with a tear and a smileMy joy will be seenAs a flutter of words chime out of my mouthAnd slowly fill your earsThese words I knowYou've been longing to hear.I love you,My dear.